BLAH!

whoa man

2006-09-09T16:12:17Z

it's been like...forever...seriously, i think over a year

anyway, i had this crazy dream last night

i was with a goup of people, all friends, ya know? anyway i was new to this group and everyone was having a blast, right? so then they're like "oh we're gonna play this game now, you'll like it, it's fun" basically what they did was they created these actions, and wrote them down and put them into a fancy top hat and they're writing down random things. you know how there is always that one guy in a group though who is just a complete dumbass who says the dumbest most random things, well he came out, i forgot exactly what he said but the guy who was in charge of writing down the actions said "shoot [insert guys name] in the head" everyone laughed, even me, cause it was just a funny joke, right? and the guy in charge pulls out an action, he had to like chase this girl around or something and then once he caught her it was HER turn, so she pulls out an action and all of the sudden she just shoots the idiot guy in the head and everyone is laughing and having a great time, they're like "okay, now it's your turn" and i'm like "i dont want to play this, i'm gonna go" they all ganged up on me and were like "oh...trust me you dont want to quit this game...you see what happened over there?" and he points over to the morons dead body and threatened me, said what they would do to me if i quit the game would be worse and they would track me down or whatever

i love dreams

yeah, okay Anonymous.

2005-09-14T21:33:00Z

let's see... since i've last updated a friend of mine died, i've been pretty upset about that and distant, very distant especially to some ex E-buddies. i've tried getting a hold of one of them just to let them know what was going on, but whatever, i don't really feel like talking to this person anymore. He was a good person, the one who past away, he was actually in the act of saving someone from being pulled in by na undertoe, and it worked, he got them out...but, sadly, the undertoe took him under. it's so fucked up, i remember being a little girl and having the hugest crush on him cause he used to be over all the time since him and my brother were really close friends, and even until now i still have a thing for him, so it's pretty weird/crappy. i don't know
right now my evil sister-in-law is here for a week, it's cool though cause so is my nephew, but it's still crappy that she has to be here, oh well...i'm not being mean to her or anything...oh, and get this, now her and my other sister-in-law are all buddy buddy now. I know how that stuff works though, the whole gossip thing, cause you just know two girls don't just get along without talking shit about others, and it's totally obvious what with all the whispers...i can hear it going on upstairs, i can't make-out what they're saying, but i sure as hell know it's not about how great it is here in this house. My mom got all upset this morning because i woke up late, i mean really late...i really need to find someone to take thomas o'mally...this morning we found he had caught a bird, and my sister-in-law keeps saying "OOOH I feel so bad for him, he's too skinny, i wanna take him home with me and give him a good home" it's not like we're fucking mistreating this cat, yeah, it's small cause it's not all that old and we can't just bring him in because he needs his shots and stuff, and right now we just can't afford that, we still have to get our other cats shots. I mentioned this to ray and he got all offended, he was like "i thought things were going okay over there" i was like "they are" and he said "are you sure you guys aren't fighting?" and i said "yeah...i'm sure, why?" and he said "well, why did you just call me to bring that up?" okay, i called to fucking talk to him, i'm so sorry i brought up the cat, i just wanted to make sure he knew we weren't like mistreating him or anything. i seriously need a break from these people, all these people, and today i would have, my friend was gonna come over today, and he called me up but i didn't have my phone at the time, and he got all pissed and left a message saying he's just not even gonna come over today, and....well, i think that's about it, man, i'm having a pretty rough time right now...so there's my new journal entry, Anonymous, i hope you enjoyed :)

It really feels like fall now

2005-09-08T23:09:34Z

my favorite! something big is gonna happen... just have this good feeling, ya know?

updated for 314 who was totally bitching about the fact that i haven't been updating

WHOA

2005-05-09T21:04:45Z

http://www.suntimes.com/output/news/cst-nws-mono09.html check this out, this is my school they are talking about and i had that teacher for english last year...crazy stuff

sallytreeis4me @ 2005-04-08T23:46:00

2005-04-09T04:50:01Z

ok, so right after my last entrie i was informed that there was a kitten, the people who lived next door owned it but they decided they didn't want it because it cried durning the night. the assholes then threw out the cat, left the poor little guy with no for or water. some kids were messing with him and the cat was scared so my mom brougth it in and fed it, gave it water and then they took it to the animal shelter.
http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v204/sallytreeis4me/P1010075.jpg here is a picture of the kitty

sallytreeis4me @ 2005-04-08T17:59:00

2005-04-08T23:28:10Z

no cool dreams last night...well, not that i remember

but some random things about today

my cat was cleaning her back paw and i just looked right at her and she stopped and looked at me, her leg was still in the air and so i said "are you done being disgusting?"

my dad was talking to my mom and he had a donut in his hand, he wasn't paying attention so i just took it right out of his hand and took a bite and gave it back he was still talking to my mom and he goes "HEY! who said you could have some of my donut?!"

and finally, this is the big one
i had this song stuck in my head and i wanted to hear it but i didn't know what track number it was so i put the cd player on random and the very first song was the one i wanted to here (track 13). how awesome is that? so the song is almost over and i started thinking of the song that comes right after it, now what are the chances it would go to track 14? well, it did...and i was like WHOA, that song is almost over so i decide to play a little game i said "ok, the next song will be skinny legs" AND IT WAS! at this point i was kinda creeped out then i said "ok, next song will be american city world"...it wasn't, i was kinda relieved, but yeah so there goes a few cool things about today.

sallytreeis4me @ 2005-04-07T23:19:00

2005-04-08T04:30:14Z

so last night...i'm walking to my old school which is about two blocks away from my house. It wasn't completely dark, but it looked like it was getting dark...so, I'm passing this busy street, but it was odd because there weren't many cars going by. I cross the street and I notice there are gloves on the floor, some of the fingers are cut off and i found that kinda odd. then I don't really remember what happens but next thing i know I'm heading home from that old school, my mom, dad and niece were there, i was carrying the car seat and I look to where the gloves were and there were hands, like cut off hands, bloody, some were missing half a finger,some where lying on the ground, some were standing tall, but we just kept walking. Then i remember stopping and handing my mom the car seat; I look down and I'm missing my legs right above the knees one was cut shorter than the other, it was as if someone had just chopped them off without me noticing. We get home and I keep telling my mom to take me to the doctors so they could help and possibly get get my legs back on and my mom said no and started sewing the ends of my legs herself to keep them from bleeding. Yet I still insisted on her takung me to the doctors, then she said "look, if you still feel the same way about this tomorrow, I'll take you to the doctors, but for now you're fine" I got so agrivated cause i wanted to leave and i could only use my arms to move...some other stuff happened, I was in a car driving and there was some fancy place across the street but it was then I woke up.

saturday

2005-02-07T03:42:12Z

Started out good, mt brother came over with his daughter who had turned 5 months on that very day. Then they went to the store and i had to take care of her, and I put on some music and I'm proud to say that she likes triple fast action, hehe, she was all happy, it was cute. Later on we were watching some cute little kid video and my mom called me and told me to check on out dog Gizmo who had been sick for about a week. We've had him since i was a baby, I was about 3 years old when we got him, I don't remember him ever not being around so he was pretty old. So I go up there to check on him, and he wasn't moving, normally when we would come close he would just wake up and look at you and then go back to bed, I figured, maybe it's just because he didn't here me so I was calling him and even pet him to see if he would move, but still nothing... I had to tell my mom, she cried even more then I did :(
today we barried him after church. My poor Gizmo

LENT

2005-02-02T00:43:39Z

ok folks, it's that time of year, and i have decided this lent I will be giving up the internet...now some people have a problem with this, so i had to promise that one day out of every week i will take 15 minutes to check my e-mail but other than that, NO MORE INTERNET! so, if you have something you'd really like to say to me you can e-mail me sallytreeis4me@yahoo.com or if it's really important then you can call me if you have my number...if not then get it from someone, just ask me for it.

sallytreeis4me @ 2004-12-30T15:27:00

2004-12-30T21:32:43Z

ok, my christmas was good, it started out kinda bad but i lived
and i got some awesome gifts, a white stripes dvd a vinyl of the clash-london calling and a digital camera, how sweet is that?

umm...i wish i had more to say, i did but like, it was a while ago, so...yeah

OH! i got the worse news today, woolworthy, a band i really really like is breaking up, there last show is on the 28th and it gets worse, it's 21+ GUH! i freakin hate how young i am, so there goes another great show I'll have to miss

I don't think there is anything else...I don't know, i'm too bummed to think right now

sallytreeis4me @ 2004-12-27T01:38:00

2004-12-27T07:38:54Z

i'll update tomorrow about my christmas....

sallytreeis4me @ 2004-12-22T20:10:00

2004-12-23T02:18:41Z

just so some of you know I'm not in the best of moods
just so some of you know everyone in this house is mad at each other because of stupid me
just so some of you know I say things without meaning them and I take my anger out on people I really care about and who i shouldn't take my anger out on
just so some of you know, my phone was in my room all night, I couldn't delete stuff from it or anything, I did not have it with me
just so some of you know, I feel terrible about certain things I may have said and didn't mean them, i know i acted like a complete (insert word of choice here)but i just...blew up
and just so you know I really don't know how to make up for that or what I could say to make it better...I know I do this all the time, but i'm just...messed up in the head, i don't know what my problem is

sallytreeis4me @ 2004-12-20T17:04:00

2004-12-20T23:49:42Z

not scared, but that is a crazy looking cat haha, i just had to use it

Yesterday I woke up kind of late so I rushed and got ready as fast as I could and called up Juan to see when he would pick me up for more recording. He then told me that Jordan (my boyfriend in the film) was sick and couldn't do it today. UGH, I don't know if I was more upset over the fact that Juan didn't call me when he first found out or that Jordan didn't tough up and record anyway, because Juan only has this camera for so much time, he'll get it again after break for only 1 day, and I think the only reason that guy was sick was because he was probably drinking the night before...I dunno, i was just pretty upset.
So, then I went with my parents to drop off my little cousin
at her house and then to see my uncles new place downtown. Then they brought me back home and went to the store so I put in my local h dvds and put up the volume really loud, it was awesome, there is only one more I haven't seen, I'll see it sometime soon. Oh! also I found out yesterday that this guy I haven't seen in years is coming to Chicago, I think for Christmas or something, I knew him when i was a little little girl, so it should be interesting seeing him again.
Today in school they played a bunch of Christmas songs between classes, ugh, so lame! and after school we went to costco and we were about to get into this line and this little guy just cuts right in front of us and I was like "oh you s...." and the person turned and I realized it wasn't a guy, it was a lady (it gets worse) this lady teaches at my school (and yet, it still gets worse, i'm totally going to hell for this) but it was a NUN!
*sigh* anyway, so that was my day :)

sallytreeis4me @ 2004-12-18T23:33:00

2004-12-19T05:48:19Z

I woke up pretty early this morning at about 9am and called my bros friend for that film. It was fun but at the same time pretty exhausting.Well, I asked the guy doing the film, Juan, to take me to this show tonight and he said he would since I did this film and stuff. My brother called him today, which I don't even know HOW he found out he was going to take me, but he called him up and told him not to take me. I was like WTF?! I mean, I could see how it would be weird and all since he IS my brothers friend, but still, ugh, I dunno. I called my mom and she and my dad talked to him and got him to say it was ok to take me. I know I sound like a complete brat for that, but you have to understand, he was my only way to this show and I already had the ticket and everything, oh yeah! Thanks Marty for the ticket! that show was kick ass!...And Ryan I am SOOOOOO sorry I didn't get to see you there, same for Marty, but more-so Ryan because he went mostly because I would be there, gah, i feel like such a terrible person. But I had to leave, the guy I was with got kinda sick and so we decided to just go...Oh yeah and Marty, I need to know what happened after I Wanna Be A Kennedy.
But yeah, now I need some sleep because as long as today was tomorrow is going to be even worse :(
k, well that's it for this exciting journal entries, I am so sleepy right now I probably forget to mention a ton of things, but whatever...I'll add that in later.

sallytreeis4me @ 2004-12-17T16:46:00

2004-12-17T22:58:50Z

Alright, just because you say "I'm not being racist or anything..." doesn't mean what you're saying is ok and not racist! I was assigned into a group today for something in English and this girl said that followed by "but a lot of black people can be really ignorant." I like looked at her and was said "NO, that was really racist." and then she tried to make what she said alright by saying "NO, I didn't mean it to be racist but a lot of black people are like that" so i told her "Yeah, so are a lot of white people." and she didn't really know what to say so then she like started naming black people that she thinks are cool and whatever. She then apologized to me, but I'm not the person she should be apologizing to...anyway, that just really pissed me off.
Let's see, after school I went to my old school where my mom works and hung out there, OH and I also got the bios of the kids from Colombia for the foreign exchange thing. And now I'm here, my cousin is coming over in a bit and tonight I'm going to my brothers place and his friend will be there to talk about the film and stuff.
Tonight I would have seen light fm, textbook and Duvall at the bottom lounge but that never happened :( I guess it all works out though since I'm doing this film.

sallytreeis4me @ 2004-12-16T14:42:00

2004-12-16T21:06:23Z

tired, cause SOMEBODY just had to keep me up all night on the phone. Anyway, today at school I seen my counselor talked about what I wanna do and stuff, she knows I like art so she's really pushing me to do stuff in art but I don't really know if I want to or should do anything with it. My science teacher finally blew up today in class, all year the guy let all the girls in my class walk all over him, they're always talking and it gets so annoying, I'm so glad he finally said something, that's one teacher down, now all i need to wait for is my English teacher to do the same. My English teacher is one of the younger newer teachers, I think she said she was 24 or something, anyway, she's still new at the whole teaching thing and tries to be more a friend then a teacher, which I can't stand. Oh and after school today I went and got some forms to be a host for some student coming from Colombia from january 5 to the 11th. I figured I would check it out, cause we have an extra room and it should be interesting.

Oh, and I'm so sick of people making me feel like there is something wrong with me. People ask why I'm so depressed when I'M NOT and even people just flat out saying "mel, there is something wrong with you"...I dunno, I'm just tired and kinda cranky right now :(

sallytreeis4me @ 2004-12-15T17:06:00

2004-12-15T23:15:00Z

Alright, so I talked to my brothers friend and it turns out the needle isn't even packaged or anything, so I'm like WTF?! But he said since nobody is too crazy about this he'll just poke his own arm instead of having me do it.
Oh and we're having a garage being built and it's not done yet and some guys were caught drinking in there and my dad yelled at them to get out and they just acted like morons asking my father for a "light". HAHA ok, the guy just yelled at you for being in his garage don't freakin' try to be cool and ask for a light...morons!
Oh and today after school I walked like 10 blocks in this cold weather in my skirt ugh, so cold and finally my brother picked me up. We then went to Ace Harware where I applied for a job, so hopefully I'll get that, I was pretty nervous I've never applied for a job before, and umm...yeah that's about it. I didn't get as much homework as I thought I would what with missing 2 days of school...and that's about all I did today, FUN!

sallytreeis4me @ 2004-12-14T08:50:00

2004-12-14T15:04:54Z

ok, so here is the deal
last weekend my brother calls me up and says that his friends actess for this film he is doing can't do it, and he told his friend that I would do it. So, I thought about it and I figured I would be able to do it. Ao I talked to his friend last night and he said he owed me big time ;) i'm so taking advantage ;p ...seriously though, he sends me the script and I'm reading, I think I may actually be able to do an ok job on this. So later on my brother (the one who told him I would do this for him) came over and I told him how I had talked to his friend and he gave me the script and everything, and then he starts telling me he doesn't want me to do this "crap film" WTF?! you don't tell the person I'll do and tell me not to do it AFTER I already agree to it!!! ok, so I insist he tells me why he says this now and I guess because in the film I have to be a heroin junkie I'd actually have to put a needle in me, I could understand why my brother wouldn't want me to do that, but I can very well make that decision myself, I'm used to needles I won't be afraid to do that just as long as I know what I am using is clean and this guy did say there is going to be a paramedic there to guide me and stuff and to give me a sterile needle and whatnot...so I'm gonna talk to this guy tonight and find out exactly what is going on with that.
and I'm sick, so right now I'm gonna head back to bed

sallytreeis4me @ 2004-12-05T17:18:00

2004-12-05T23:28:59Z

K, so right now I am listening to my new caviar cd, which I got in the mail 3 days ago. I love it, and thanks a million Dewey for sending me this and all the other goods you sent. He is officially on my Cool People In Mels Life list...its a pretty cool list.
Last night, I slept over my brothers house and we watched Super Size Me which is a really good movie. I'm never eating at a fast food place EVER!
My brothers friend came over last night, I hadn't seen him in a while...We actually talked I think more then my brother and him did. eep! starting to like him...again!...i should stop this older guy stuff.
Now, I'm gonna fix myself up for no real reason, play with my hair paint my nails...then do some homework and sleep
wow, could i be any more fun?

sallytreeis4me @ 2004-11-27T13:14:00

2004-11-27T19:33:22Z

My brother left to Alask today. I couldn't go with them to the airport so i had to do my goodbyes at home. They had to load the stuff into the car and so he handed me the baby, I held him for about 5 minutes and just cried. I'm going to miss that baby so much, he's so calm and happy, I wish he could have stayed longer. Then they had taken the baby from me so everyone else can say goodbye and I gave my brother a hug and went to my room and fell asleep crying.

thursday school

2004-10-30T05:59:33Z

ok, so there i was almost late to one of my classes and this girl really wasn't looking and she bumped right into me, it was a freshman, you know, the ones that carry around way too many books. ok, so the books fall all over the floor (so, this is the part where i help her pick up all the books, right?) well, i was going to but she just stood there looking at me. I wasn't going to pick them all up myself, plus it was just an awkward moment. So, she then rolls up her eyes and like starts picking them up herself and so i help her, and i said "sorry" and handerd her the last book and she like looked at me and she actually had tears going down her face and i asked her what was wrong she just shoved me and walked away.

k, i filled this out from some message board, i had nothing better to do

2004-10-26T00:48:31Z

Survey

*1) Spell out your name with bands
M-Muchacha
E-Electric Light Orchestra
L-Local H

*2) Have you ever had a song written about you? oddly enough, yes.
*3) What song makes you cry? i don't cry, i'm a robot, duh!
*4) What song makes you happy? mr. blue sky
*5) What do you like to listen to before bed?:secret machines

**A p p e a r a n c e**

HEIGHT: 5'8"
HAIR COLOR: dark, straight, past the shoulders
SKIN COLOR: umm...uh... i don't know not dark enough
Eye Color: brown
PIERCINGS:2, ears (lame)
TATTOOS: nope

**R i g h t N o w**

WHAT COLOR PANTS ARE YOU WEARING? blue
WHAT SONG ARE YOU LISTENING TO? pavement-unfair
WHAT TASTE IS IN YOUR MOUTH?: whit out, what else?
WHAT'S THE WEATHER LIKE?: it's ok, pretty nice
HOW ARE YOU? eh, i've been better, thanks for asking

**D o Y o u**

GET MOTION SICKNESS?: nope
HAVE A BAD HABIT?: I bite my nails and say sorry too much, but i've tried to stop i really have
LIKE TO DRIVE?: yes?

**H a v e Y o u**

BROKEN THE LAW: duh!
RAN AWAY FROM HOME: sorta when i was like 10...
SNUCK OUT OF THE HOUSE: umm...can't remember
EVER GONE SKINNY DIPPING:nope
MADE A PRANK PHONE CALL: who hasn't?
EVER TIPPED OVER A PORTA POTTY: hahahha, no
USED YOUR PARENTS' CREDIT CARD BEFORE: no
FELL ASLEEP IN THE SHOWER/BATH: yes
BEEN IN A SCHOOL PLAY: oklahoma, i'd rather not talk about it though
LET A FRIEND CRY ON YOUR SHOULDER: no, they'rea ll imaginary, so....well, except one
**L o v e**

GIRL/BOYFRIEND: this morning, yes. now, no
CHILDREN: eventually
CURRENT CRUSH: hahaha, every other young guy i see
BEEN IN LOVE?: nope
HAD A HARD TIME GETTING OVER SOMEONE: nope
GONE OUT WITH SOMEONE YOU ONLY KNEW FOR THREE DAYS: haha, no

**R a n d o m**

DO YOU HAVE A JOB: no
IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE?:green?
WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY?: MUSIC
WHO MAKES YOU THE HAPPIEST? my cats i guess, they always listen and never jundge me, at leaste i don't think they do
WHAT'S THE NEXT CD YOU'RE GONNA GET?: i don't know, i can't see into the future, ya know!
WHO DO YOU CONSIDER GOOD FRIENDS?: someone who will always be there for you and not be a dirty tramp and leave you alone at a kh show to go off with her boyfriend somewhere and getting a ride home and not offering one to you!

**W h e n / W h a t W a s T h e L a s t**

TIME YOU CRIED?: earlier today- mother daughter retreat
YOU GOT E-MAIL: umm...a few days ago
THING YOU PURCHASED: i don't know
TV PROGRAM YOU WATCHED: not mych a tv person

sallytreeis4me @ 2004-09-12T22:43:00

2004-09-13T03:46:02Z

ok, so i think i'm gonna stop this journal, i mean i think of these great things to talk about but by the time i get to this thing i forget what i was gonna say
so, either i stop writing or i like keep a journal and keep it with me and just write it again on here...i haven't decided yet

worst f-ing night EVER

2004-09-06T04:37:45Z

if you're a guy, don't read this! you've been warned!
ok, so i go to hang out with this guy tonight. we went by the lake downtown. and ok, we were having fun and stuff. But then i notice that maybe my tampon isn't holding well....oh god, i knew it too, so i tell him i have to go to the bathroom really bad and that i couldn't hold it. So we go driving to find a place with a bathroom, the whole time i'm sitting on my leg so that my pants don't come in contact with the seat. and we stop by the jazz festival cause there were porta-potties there. and OMFG i go in there and blood is everywhere, i swear its like someone was murdered in my pants, i was so embarressed, i didn't know what to do. so, i did the only thing i could do...i called my mom. i was freaking out over the phone "mom, i don't want to leave this porta pottie" and she was like "well, you have to" Then he starts calling my phone cause i was in there for a while and so finally i left and told him...everything, sorta but i didn't go into detail with it, i just said i had to go home and that i was on my period. OH GOD! ! ! again i was sitting on my leg the whole time. oh man, that was the worst.I so wanted to cry

IT'S A GIRL!

2004-09-06T00:00:20Z

yes, my other brother and my sister-in-law had a baby earlier today.
she's 7 lbs. 11 oz. and is 20 inches long.
i'm so happy.
get this, for the longest time i kept saying both babies were gonna be born on the 4th, every time someone would ask when i thought they would be born i said the 4th
well, neither of them were born on the 4th...BUT both my sister-in-laws were in labor for 4 hours AND the babies were born 4 days apart, heh, talk about weird. anyway, i have to go now, i'm gonna go back to el hospital and see my new niece. :)